One of the biggest
challenges in writing about sport is the difficulty of imbuing everyday
sporting events with any kind of real-world significance and sentimentality.
Beyond the factual and occasionally the analytical, there is often very little
left to say about what is essentially a large collection of adult men - ranging
from board-room executives to youth academy products - all scrabbling to get to
the top of their respective piles, for that season at least.
What elevates football
from being nothing over and above what I have just described are the ongoing
plots and sub-plots where a manager and his team become something more to their
fans than temporary mercenaries, where they have become part of the fabric of
the club to the extent that their personal characteristics can almost be
equated to that of the club itself. During Nigel Adkins’ reign at Southampton
FC, he reached that status. You will understand, then, that I have had no such
difficulty imbuing sentimentality into Friday’s events; Adkins changed the way
everybody thought about the club for the better.
Upon hearing news of our
manager’s sacking yesterday morning I experienced the crushing realisation that
the qualities of loyalty, unity and dignity ran only skin-deep at the club;
those who possess the ultimate power see little merit in them. Perhaps I was
naïve to believe otherwise.
It goes without saying
that I believe the ‘decision to relieve Nigel Adkins of his duties’ is as unwarranted
as it is unwelcome given the remarkable job he has done since October 2010 -
but what really makes this news so heartbreaking goes far deeper than the
simple matter of our on-field prospects, with relegation still a very real
possibility. What is truly painful about this episode was summed up in a
concise email I received overnight from my father who provided me with a link
to the story and wrote simply: ‘And I thought we were different.’
Cortese is undoubtedly
an excellent businessman. The change he has overseen at Southampton has been
dramatic and far-reaching, and it should be remembered that he is one of the
main reasons why we have a football club to support at all. The decision to
recruit Mauricio Pochettino will have been painstakingly researched and, as he
said, ‘has the long-term ambitions of the club in mind.’ For that reason, I
have little doubt that our new manager is of a very high pedigree and can be a
success at St. Mary’s. Putting aside my furious response to the injustice
yesterday’s events (no easy task, I can assure you), the truth is that Nicola
Cortese might not have made a bad business decision yesterday – he rarely does.
Nevertheless, on sporting grounds his dismissal of Adkins is completely
inexcusable.
I had hoped that our
Chairman understood that the memories Adkins’ side have supplied me with over
the past few years are what make the time and effort people like me dedicate to
supporting a football club worthwhile. The moment I heard the news, though, it
became abruptly clear to me that the Italian’s idea of what Southampton
Football Club should be and my own are two very different things.
Cortese has now shown
our true colours – and the most depressing thing about that is that I now know
that the man shares none of the things that I value about sport. This is what made yesterday morning’s realisation so tough to take – it
was the realisation that I support a business. Until that moment I was enjoying
life as a football fan in the truest sense of the word – I was a Rickie Lambert
fan, an Adam Lallana fan, a Nigel Adkins fan. These men could be identified as Southampton
FC, something we all were a part of - ‘together as one’.
Today I cannot
remember what it is that I support. We are a faceless entity, ready to dispense
of its tools as soon as it identifies an upgrade. I anticipate having real
difficulty in emotionally reinvesting because I, too, had thought we were
different, and stood for more than the burning personal ambition of an Italian
businessman.
When the Saints
travelled to Loftus Road in November with just five points on the board, the
fans’ feelings could be heard loud and clear from the very start of the game–
unequivocal support for their manager, displaying the unity he did so much to
promote. It was a demonstration of just how far his influence had spread; the
fans bought into his philosophy - as Nigel might say, they were all on the bus.
Yesterday we were
effectively informed that Adkins’ rejuvenation of Southampton FC was little
more than a means to an end. Having taken on Cortese’s five-year plan in League
One and bettered it, Adkins’ sacking has lain bare our Chairman’s intentions for
the club for all to see: Nothing is more important than the most efficient
fulfilment of our goals. Cold, hard business decisions now run roughshod over
any concerns of those whom the game is really for, and for whom the game means
most.
That being the case,
it will take some time for me to look back on the Adkins years without a bitter
melancholy that they were cut short well before they had reached a natural end.
Adkins more than deserved a chance to take us further and really build
something special on the south coast. Now the mantle passes to Pochettino to
try to satisfy our Chairman, and if he can do that he will have done quite some
job.
In a typically defiant
display of his positive outlook, Adkins left a note to his players in the
dressing room at the training ground before he departed. It instructed his team
to smile, remain positive and to believe in what it was they were doing. It is
in this spirit that I resolve to move forward as a football fan, as a
Southampton fan. All clichés aside, Adkins’ legacy may be further reaching than
he knows – I for one will be tuning in for Monday’s visit of Everton.
One day I would love
to thank the man personally for making me proud to be a Saints fan for the past
two and a half seasons, it has been truly memorable. That pride is lost for the
moment, but give me a few months - a successful relegation scrap perhaps – and I
might just be able to look back on the journey we have been taken on and smile:
Thank you, Nigel. That was one hell of a bus ride.
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